Even though my life looks pretty perfect, I have been unhappy and unsatisfied for quite a while now. I’m sure everyone can relate to the loss of motivation that happened in the last two years, after having to postpone so many planned changes, and working around the clock to keep our businesses afloat.
I planned to leave Dubai and relocate to Istanbul in early 2020, as I felt that my life was devoid of true meaning and love, while trying to fit into the role of “successful woman”, I found myself often feeling lost, sad and depressed. Where my business was growing and I was able to add value to the lives of so many people, where I bought myself a beautiful car and designer bags and jewelry, I felt sad on the inside. This is a very vulnerable thing for me to admit. The last years were not as perfect as they looked on Instagram.
But then, I was FINALLY able to follow through with my plans of relocating to my dream city and starting over, while creating a life full of true meaning, love and self-care. A life where I can feel like a woman, feel supported and connected to myself, rather than having to run around in such a masculine way to make money and be the person people want me to be.
Don’t get me wrong, I’m blessed. The sacrifices of the last 9 years allow me to be free financially and live a life free of financial stress and worry. But, I am DONE with the sacrifice.
Of course I still feel passionate about helping people and being an inspiration or source of support to those who want to grow and do better. My own healing journey serves as a source of inspiration to help others on this path. I built a very successful brand from scratch as a woman alone in the middle east, and during Covid I was able to turn my business into an automated online money maker. Where the capitalist system is enslaving us humans more and more, I have cracked an important code and will always be here to help others on this path.
Finding my dog Zeus in Cairo and adopting him, has added so much more love and happiness to my life. Traveling to Mexico and meeting such beautiful people that filled my heart back up with trust, has helped me to remember what is actually the most important to me as a woman, as a person. My exterior life has been disconnected from my internal needs for so long now. But, that has come to an end, finally. And I’m proud of myself for once again undoing myself of the chains society has put on me for so long. I can only ever advise anyone to listen to their inner voice, and don’t spend years ignoring what your heart truly wants.
I will soon be opening up a very special program for digital entrepreneurs. Please keep your eyes out on my Instagram and this page.
Thank you for following my journey and supporting me throughout all these years. My aim is to always be authentic, transparent and REAL, so that you know that real people with real stories still exist, and you can feel inspired to create your own authentic story in this world of madness.